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The Sun's Golden Tavern
09:00
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The road is littered with oddities and illusions
Meanwhile my world has been amended by the truth and confusion
Is it all so meaningful?
Is it all so powerful?
Or is it ultimately meaningless?
And I want to know, I want to know, I want to know,
But do I really want to – know?
And so it goes.
And I'm embracing all that life may have to offer
Not letting any moment slip away
Opting to maintain my sense of dignity
Or something resembling such if I may
To use up my desire for unknowing
To deliver my acceptance to defeat
For if I am old enough now to know better,
Can I still be young enough to be naïve?
And as we gaze upon locations once out of focus,
We find every aspect of reality coming into place
Fitting together like crude puzzle pieces
To tell the story once neatly arranged
Of trading normality for a cultured perspective
Of trading in one's definition of normality
And again I've arrived to some kind of heaven
And again I must be leaving
And here we are, once more, the guests
In the sun's golden tavern
Oh here we are, once more, the guests
In the sun's golden tavern
And I have helped myself to a second helping
As well as having been unable to help myself
And I have befriended certain circumstances
Knowing whatever the outcome, this will not end well
But now I've arrived with these greetings of tranquility
So often that they now know my name
Still on this hedonist treadmill I keep on running
Carrying the torch and tending to the flame
And here we are, once more, the guests
In the sun's golden tavern
Oh here we are, once more, the guests
In the sun's golden tavern
Now we're standing in the future
Looking at the same imperfections but from another angle
Now here I am in the past
Speaking of how things used to be
So will you take this offering of the temporary moment?
Will you allow me to exist in your memory?
Or am I just a clownfish who pretends to be prophetic?
To have you believe we're living in prophesy?
And now here we are, once more, the guests
In the sun's golden tavern
Oh here we are, once more, the guests
In the sun's golden tavern
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2. |
Good Time
04:45
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Hello, what's going on?
I'm speaking to you in the form of song
To let you know that you belong
For we're all just trying to have a good time
So what's your name? Where are you from?
Well, welcome to my home
You see it's simple, we all just want
To be able to have a good time
But the politicians make war
While the rest of us wonder what we're fighting for
As the rich shield themselves with the poor
When we could just be having a good time
And the church and the state
Have both been corrupted by hate
We must remove the barriers that separate
The people from having a good time
And fear only gets power
When people find that life's so sour
That all their hopes have been devoured
And they no longer can have a good time
And no matter the gender or the race
We're all looking for the same things
We want love, liberty, and to feel safe
And to be able to have a good time
And you must know it's going to be ok
There's no need to feel afraid
We are all children of God
And God can be whatever you claim
And you must know it's going to be ok
There's no need to feel afraid
We are all children of God
And God can be whatever you claim
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3. |
This Must Be Life
05:03
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What is this form that I have taken?
I do not recall asking for this
But now I’m here, I am alive; I have dreams to realize
And though it’s a very heavy burden of life, I must try
Yeah, I must try to live or be ready to die
So now I’m dying to live
Oh this must be life
Oh this must be life
Oh this must be life
And how much water is in your well?
To put out the fire that’s in your hell?
Well, it’s not about the problems that you know
It’s how you cope
It's how you cope
And I’ve spent my existence just trying to be happy
And though that may be unrealistic, I’m still going to try
For we can be a waste and let ourselves down
Or do nothing about it and hope that it all works out
But that’s not the answer that I’ve come to realize
And I’m dying to live
Oh this must be life
Oh this must be life
Oh this must be life
And how much water is in your well?
To put out the fire that’s in your hell?
Well, it’s not about the problems that you know
It’s how you cope
It's how you cope
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My love lit the candles
And I cooked the dinner
We may be poor but we have each other here and now
Oh we are young, we are healthy
And even though we are still suffering
It's just the cost of existing in this world
And though my words may have some virtue
When careless or malice they'll hurt you
For they are still human when they roll off the tongue
But my vision is clear even though my methods are weird
But what is life if not absurd?
And I'm beginning to find my place in this world
Oh it's right here in your arms
And I'm beginning to find my place in this world
Oh it's right here in your arms
And they say just be who you are
And you're going to be a star
But I was living in my car when I met you
And now I lead a life like some kind of gypsy
And I'm not quite sure what you see in me
But I value that you accept me for who I am
Oh and I'm beginning to find my place in this world
Oh it's right here in your arms
And I'm beginning to find my place in this world
Oh it's right here in your arms
And I'm beginning to find my place in this world
Oh it's right here in your arms
And I'm beginning to find my place in this world
Oh it's right here in your arms
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Why must we suffer?
Why must we suffer so unnecessarily
Just to try to get to the same place
That other people started from
We all see them inheriting their success
It's the birth lottery of the capitalist
Do they think we can't see it's all phony?
It's just a game of life under an archaic philosophy
Oh guess who always wins
Oh guess who always, always is
The most likely to succeed
It's whoever stands to inherit the same things
Why must we suffer?
Why must we suffer so unnecessarily
Just to try to get to the same place
That other people started from
Doesn't matter if it's the richest man in the world
Or some rich folk you've known for awhile
They're not out to help you or make things fair
When the rigged game we've all been forced to play is theirs
But I believe in equality
Which means a classless society
Instead we let our homeless die on the streets
As the rich roll past in limousines
Whether they're taking a cruise down inheritance canyon
Or to their floating castles up in outer space
It is their greed and excess destroying our planet
As the rest of us are left to waste
Why must we suffer?
Why must we suffer so unnecessarily
Just to try to get to the same place
That other people started from
Why must we suffer?
Why must we suffer so unnecessarily
Just to try to get to the same place
That other people started from
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6. |
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Oh amazing things happen when we work together
We can make things better all the time
But we're living in a world of divide and conquer
Run by scary monsters and it's not alright
But the truth is they're insecure
So they try to control us to feel superior
But if we all just refused to work
What are they gonna do?
'Cause they don't have power anymore
They don't have power that's for sure
All they try to do we can see right through
So where they gonna hide?
Oh amazing things happen when we work together
We can make things better all the time
But we're living in a world of divide and conquer
Run by true imposters and it should be a crime
But the truth is they're insecure
So they try to control us to feel superior
But if we all just refused to work
What are they gonna do?
'Cause they don't have power anymore
They don't have power that's for sure
All they try to do we can see right through
So where they gonna hide?
Oh they don't have power anymore
They don't have power that's for sure
All they try to do we can see right through
So where they gonna hide?
Now back to the sports!
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7. |
All Is Forgiven
04:16
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I’ll chase these visions to the edge of the earth if I have to
To the spirit I’m listenin’ and I know just now what I gotta do
I’m a long way from home
But thank G-d for the telephone, so I can say
All is forgiven
All is forgiven
All is forgiven
All is forgiven
And retrograde is over so we can return to the world if we want to
And love can’t be conquered for even the strongest army wouldn’t know what to do
Do you feel the power?
Well, I feel it to, singin’
All is forgiven
All is forgiven
All is forgiven
All is forgiven
All is forgiven
All is forgiven
All is forgiven
All is forgiven
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9. |
Living With Capitalism
03:44
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Is it hard for you to get out of bed?
Or do you only do it so you can keep a roof over your head?
And your nights and weekends are free
So you can catch up on sleep and repeat
Oh oh oh and exhaustion can barely describe it
And miscommunication destined to enshrine it
And here you are expected to save when you feel like a slave
And you are (living with capitalism)
But you don't really hate yourself
You hate capitalism
Oh you don't really hate yourself
You hate capitalism
And does it bother you that you'll never be able to retire?
At the rate that the wealthy continue to conspire?
To take everything you earn and it'll never be your turn
To control, the future they stole
And how does it feel to be the used and not the user?
Or to know that you've been consumed as the consumer?
Or to envision yourself with some imaginary wealth that's just that?
Oh if you could only do the math!
But you don't really hate yourself
You hate capitalism
Oh you don't really hate yourself
You hate capitalism
And there's a reason that you got a bad education
And are in a bit of debt just to control your situation
As the propaganda machine continues to keep you distracted
It's a recipe cooked and served every day to the masses!
And you don't really hate yourself
You hate capitalism
Oh you don't really hate yourself
You hate capitalism
And you don't really hate yourself
You hate capitalism
Oh you don't really hate yourself
You hate capitalism
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10. |
Beautiful To Me
03:25
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You must first align the puzzle before placing the masterpiece
As you must be familiar with the struggle to truly stand at ease
And you must throw your arms up defeated before you can taste victory
As you must stumble in the darkness before you can finally see
How beautiful you are
Just the way that you are
Yes and all that you are
Is beautiful to me
And if you give up on your dreams you're hurting no one but yourself
Oh what a shame to come so far on your journey just to place it on a shelf
And to exist between the fabric and the seems,
You must sew before you reap and only then shall you see
How beautiful you are
Just the way that you are
Yes and all that you are
Is beautiful to me
Wherever you find yourself you might as well explore it
And when you receive a message from the universe, you better no ignore it
Oh what brought you here? How did you even come to perceive me right now?
Oh am I speaking to you directly? Do you understand what I'm talking about? I'm talking about
How beautiful you are
Just the way that you are
Yes and all that you are
Is beautiful to me
Yes and all that you are
Is beautiful to me
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11. |
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Thought I'd slip away, to let go, to disconnect
Thought I had something to say, but it was only autocorrect
Listening to the outside world seems like nothing on the screen
Oh they're fighting over a crumbling empire, means nothing to me
Because I'm escaping from the digital world and embracing reality
Oh I'm escaping from the digital world, I'm just so tired of staring at a screen
I'm escaping from the digital world though it is so addicting
I'm escaping from the digital world if this culture will allow me
Seems like there's nothing left to say that isn't already being said by some trolls
Well if it's all just fantasy play, I'd rather be some kind of lost elf heading home
Listening to the outside world is so much more peaceful than online
And I think I'd really just prefer having that old piece of mind
Because I'm escaping from the digital world and embracing reality
Oh I'm escaping from the digital world, I'm just so tired of staring at a screen
I'm escaping from the digital world though it is so addicting
I'm escaping from the digital world if this culture will allow me
And I feel like my generation is being used in some kind of grand experiment
Oh it can't be good to be a guinea pig for all this technology we now need to live, so let's get rid of it
And escape from the digital world and embrace reality
Oh I'm escaping from the digital world, I'm just so tired of staring at a screen
I'm escaping from the digital world though it is so addicting
I'm escaping from the digital world if this culture will allow me
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12. |
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I'm tracing back through history
Through all the glory and atrocity
The fame and fortune and misery
And all else considered noteworthy
Wondering how we arrived to this set of beliefs
That some should starve while others are kings
That life should lose value in anonymity
That we should gather around in our philosophizing
What does it mean to be human?
What does it mean to be human?
Well the church bells are ringing for those who are listening
As a handful of people own as much as half of humanity
And our generation plans for the doom of their creating
But we're too worked to death to do anything
Still we're endlessly advertised to as if we have money
But it went to rent and student loans and bonuses for the thieves
Now having death as a retirement plan out of necessity
And all the while I'm sitting here wondering
What does it mean to be human?
What does it mean to be human?
Well, I've traveled a bit so I have a bit to compare
I've experienced freedom and prison and what is and isn't fair
Becoming wise enough to see strategy of nefarious affairs
While noting the actors and the who what's and where
Asking, "what is distraction and what is truth?"
Will it make me older and wiser or just rob me of my youth?
Will it facilitate and agenda that's beyond my command
While claiming its source of divinity and according to plan
What does it mean to be human?
What does it mean to be human?
What does it mean to be human?
What does it mean to be human?
And we have all of the technology that we need to have utopia
So utopia now
And we have all of the technology that we need to have utopia
So utopia now
And we have all of the technology that we need to have utopia
So utopia now
And we have all of the technology that we need to have utopia
So utopia now
What does it mean to be human?
What does it mean to be human?
What does it mean to be human?
What does it mean to be human?
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I saw Jesus on the cross on a hill called Calvary
I asked, "Do you hate mankind for what they done to you?"
He said, "Talk of love not of hate, things to do, it's getting late
I've got so little time and I'm only passin' through."
Passin' through, passin' through
Sometimes happy, sometimes blue
Oh I'm glad that I ran into you
Tell the people that you saw me passin' through
I saw Adam leave the garden with an apple in his hand
I asked "Now you're out, man what are you gonna do?"
"Plant some crops, pray for rain, maybe raise a little Cain
I'm an orphan now, and I'm only passin' through."
Passin' through, passin' through
Sometimes happy, sometimes blue
Oh I'm glad that I ran into you
Tell the people that you saw me passin' through
Now I too woke up one morning on the cross
And I said "hey fellas, I think I'm lost
And I'm not too sure what I am supposed to do"
They said, "sometimes folks they get caught sinnin'
And have to start back from the beginning,
But in the end, we're all just passing through"
Passin' through, passin' through
Sometimes happy, sometimes blue
Oh I'm glad that I ran into you
Tell the people that you saw me passin' through
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14. |
I Believe In You
06:37
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Don't be surprised when you start to get what you wished for
When finally the future comes looking for you
And figuring out who you are is always the hardest part, but you deserve the self-love, yeah
And everyone has a purpose even if it's to discourage, I can assure you of this
Yeah and I believe in you, do you believe in me?
Oh I believe in you, do you believe in me?
Oh I believe in you, do you believe in me?
And I grew up in a little town called Canby
Which taught me to believe in the possibilities
And wherever I go in life
I'll never stop dreaming and believing
And I'm grateful I am to have been where I've been
To have met who I met and to have called them my friends
Their stories they shared which inspired my own
When I didn't have a place to live, oh I still had a home
And I believe in you, do you believe in me?
Oh I believe in you, do you believe in me?
Oh I believe in you, do you believe in me?
Oh I believe in you, do you believe in me?
Oh I believe in you, do you believe in me?
Oh I believe in you, do you believe in me?
And don't be surprised by the disguise that the messenger wears
Nor the situations in which you find yourself saying your prayers
Oh don't be surprised by the disguise that the messenger wears
Nor the situations in which you find yourself saying your prayers
Yeah and I believe in you, do you believe in me?
Oh I believe in you, do you believe in me?
Oh I believe in you, do you believe in me?
On more time
And I believe in you, do you believe in me?
Oh I believe in you, do you believe in me?
Oh I believe in you, do you believe in me?
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15. |
Follow Your Dreams
05:26
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When your worldview is shattered
And then you start to see the patterns
Of how it's always been but was never meant to be
Well last night my mother said she had a dream
She said I died and that she grieved
But I'm very much alive and I believe
You got to follow your dreams and don't let your nightmares follow you
You got to follow your dreams
You got to follow your dreams
You got to follow your dreams and don't let your nightmares follow you
Now I was practicing my devotion
When I suddenly got the notion
That it sounded better with a little distortion anyway
And let me tell you, I had my doubts
I had my downs and I had my outs
But then I finally figured what it's all about
You got to follow your dreams and don't let your nightmares follow you
You got to follow your dreams
You got to follow your dreams
You got to follow your dreams and don't let your nightmares follow you
And a curious mind is an educated mind
And a curious mind is an educated mind
And a curious mind is an educated mind
And a curious mind is an educated mind
You got to follow your dreams
You got to follow your dreams
You got to follow your dreams
You got to follow your dreams
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Bee Appleseed Los Angeles, California
Bee Appleseed is a prolific songwriter, music producer, multi-instrumentalist, poet, singer, comedian, and seasoned vagabond from Canby, Oregon, living in Los Angeles, California.
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