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My Evolution On Display Mixtape Vol. 4 (EP)

by Bee Appleseed

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I walk around and I look around I walk around and I look around I walk around and I look around I walk around and I look around I thought I'd be a folk singer I thought that I might have a voice And it took so long just to find it So I guess that I don't have a choice Now I walk around and I look around I walk around and I look around I walk around and I look around I walk around and I look around And to all the many folks who came before me I pray that I don't let you down Should you decide to pass that torch I'd kindly carry it But I never came here to steal nobody's crown Now I walk around and I look around I walk around and I look around I walk around and I look around I walk around and I look around
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Feels like I'm stuck in a limbo Waiting for something Am I waiting for nothing? Oh it's hard to be sure When you're stuck in a limbo, limbo, limbo You see all your time go Straight to the limbo, limbo, limbo Waiting for truth But if you quit all your obligations You could be on a permanent vacation If you quit all your obligations You could be on a permanent vacation If you quit all your obligations You could be on a permanent vacation While doing the limbo I feel I'm stuck in a limbo While doing the limbo I'm not sure what else to do While doing the limbo, limbo, limbo I feel I'm stuck in a limbo, limbo, limbo While doing the limbo, limbo, limbo Waiting for truth But if you quit all your obligations You could be on a permanent vacation If you quit all your obligations You could be on a permanent vacation If you quit all your obligations You could be on a permanent vacation ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..... But if you quit all your obligations You could be on a permanent vacation If you quit all your obligations You could be on a permanent vacation If you quit all your obligations You could be on a permanent vacation
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If you need me You can find me On some night train Or lonesome highway I'll be living Maybe dying In obscurity Like all the rest Now sometimes you don't feel like tryin' Don't feel like strugglin' Don't feel like fightin' Well I don't have advice I'm Just some guy writin' That we'll be livin' and dyin' in obscurity like all the rest Well If you need me You can find me On some night train Or lonesome highway I'll be living Maybe dying In obscurity Like all the rest Now some folks choose to go in to hidin' While other's spend their time seekin' Well me, I get to a thinkin' That we'll be livin' and dyin' in obscurity like all the rest
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I sampled your name brand depression Tasting bitter as it traced the tracks parallel to my spine And I feel like Meriwether Lewis now or some other soldier or explorer Stuck pondering the life he left behind Settling into Cape Disappointment and it looks like another long winter is going to occupy my life And nostalgia still lingers and calls me always when I’ve got someone on the other line Sensing you’re feeling un-American when at home, yet you haven’t another perspective you can find Yes and exile isn’t easy, especially when it’s all in the mind Still young Lewis sits in his grave, Silver bullet in his brain And you ask him in your reflection, “Is this really all that remains?” Getting by on a wavelength of contemplation of curiosity in the face of ill fate Wondering, “is it me whose been summoned or am I merely here to open the gate?” Yet remorse never left but holds its post as a prequel for whatever may await Still young Lewis sits in his grave, Silver bullet in his brain And you ask him in your reflection, “Is this really all that remains?” Now finding your holy dwellings interrupted by the dullness of the day Then painting your sorrows as fiction just to avoid having to explain them away Knowing even if you could chase them to extinction surely something else would be left in their wake Still young Lewis sits in his grave, Silver bullet in his brain And you ask him in your reflection, “Is this really all that remains?”
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Well you don’t have to travel halfway around the world To find yourself inspired And you don’t have travel halfway back To make yourself feel at home So I’m following the roadmap of my heart’s desire And as long as I’m curious I know I’ll never be alone Yeah, I’m searching without to find something within And I’m hoping to find myself before I go Now I’m living a dream I know, but at least I know it’s mine And I’ll be fine like this as long as I have the means to stay alive So you can find me if you need me, I’ll be on the road And you can join me if you want, there’s always time So do you need your native tongue anymore? Is it the one that suits you best? Oh are you so comfortable in your shoes That you won’t try on any of the rest? Well, there’s a final destination out there, but where I don’t know For my focus is always on the next place I’ll go So I'm searching for belonging, I’m searching high and low Just trying to find which comforts to call my home Now I’m living a dream I know, but at least I know it’s mine And I’ll be fine like this as long as I have the means to stay alive So you can find me if you need me, I’ll be on the road And you can join me if you want, there’s always time
6.
You know a lot of people end up running away when they don't know what they're after Saying where in the world can you go to live happily ever after? Oh a lot of people end up running away when they don't know what they're after Saying where in the world can you go to live happily ever after? And a lot of people live their whole dang lives and never lie down in green pastures Meanwhile the world keeps spinnin' round, keeps spinnin' faster and faster Oh a lot of people live their whole dang lives and never lie down in green pastures Meanwhile the world keeps spinnin' round, keeps spinnin' faster and faster And all these people workin' their jobs to be secure for the next disaster Living all their lives dissatisfied, no time for joy and laughter And all these people workin' their jobs to be secure for the next disaster Living all their lives dissatisfied, no time for joy and laughter You know a lot of people end up running away when they don't know what they're after Saying where in the world can you go to live happily ever after? Oh a lot of people end up running away when they don't know what they're after Saying where in the world can you go to live happily ever after? You know a lot of people end up running away when they don't know what they're after Saying where in the world can you go to live happily ever after? Oh a lot of people end up running away when they don't know what they're after Saying where in the world can you go to live happily ever after?
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A mediocre character, nothing special here No gift for enchantment, no delight in the mirror Just a slim, fruitless being or an ordinary pawn But you’ll be the talk of the town after you’re gone In passing you quietly, they never look twice Not sought for your thoughts, much less your advice You could be completely naked, but they’d still look on But you’ll be the talk of the town after you’re gone So who are then? You must be new here Oh I never would have guessed that you’ve been around for years Well maybe I’ll see you though probably not Until you're the talk of the town after you’re gone Now you’ve got something happening, but there’s something else to do Oh I made other plans and they don’t include you But perhaps maybe the next time if there’s nothing else going on Until there won’t be a next time after you’re gone And I heard you had aspirations, had something up your sleeve But until they are realized, you’re just a child with a dream But if you’re not here with the rise of the sun You’ll be the talk of the town after you’re gone Now the clock’s adding time and you’re counting down the days Until your absence is apparent and they'd wish that you had stayed So you try to announce that you’re the chosen one But you’ll only be the talk of the town after you’re gone Now I heard you were someone, but I had no idea Why didn’t you shout it from the heavens so we’d know that you were here? You just seemed so ordinary until we saw what you had done And you’re the talk of the town now that you’re gone So when are you returning? We miss you so much We always adored you and all that you touched You had a golden grace, just ask anyone For you’re the talk of the town now that you’re gone
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released July 22, 2022

Recorded by Bee, all songs written and played by Bee except banjo and backing vocals on "Where In The World Can You Go To Live Happily Ever After?" by Gipsy Rufina, outlaw folk legend from Italy
Mastered by Andrew Endres at AEIOU Studios

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Bee Appleseed is a prolific songwriter, music producer, multi-instrumentalist, poet, singer, comedian, and seasoned vagabond from Canby, Oregon, living in Los Angeles, California.

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